One year ago today, I lay on the table as Dr. Wotherspoon ran the ultrasound, praying and hoping my gut was wrong...but it wasn't to be. One year ago today...you know, I kind of expected to go into labor today, I don't know why...but I am glad I didn't. Cadie's arrival will be a joyous day, untainted by memories of grief. The day we found out we'd lost Cat here on earth will be forever marked in my heart. And yet, I am so thankful for the hope I have in my Heavenly Father that I will have all my children in my arms...one day.