Saying goodbye before we even said hello...

Rough weekend ahead...how can we be joyfully anticipating this January, but still mourn for you? You'd think I'd break apart to have such conflicting emotions at the same time. You would have joined our family here on earth tomorrow, most likely. I still ache to hold you, to have gotten to know you, to argue with Kelly over who you looked like and what you'd be like. I'm excited to meet your little brother or sister, but you can and will never be replaced. I love you, my angel baby, and I can't wait to meet you past the gates one day...